How fast things change. its like ..i woke up n dream is over and now m back from where i have started. only thing that i earned , some memories...
Rs 25/- i had to pay as an entry fee for 'FUGIA' ,the rock fest here, and gave an unsuccessful try to enjoy the moment but it was useless. what a crap fashion show, boring stalls and crap singers. except the girl who did sing 'jane kya chahe mann bawra'. i never payed so much attention that how nice the song was. beside that when almost every one there were dancing n enjoying all i was doing to watching them from a corner.some tried to pull me there, even i tried to get involve but it was useless. i was also listening to the chats between the BE students, how crap matters an things they talk about but suddenly i felt that its exactly what i used to do there. unwillingly i have crossed the stage but still not able to accept this. whatever, i utilized my entry fee and decided that not anymore. i will not attained any fest here.
Bhagwaan ke ghar der hain andher nahi, its very true but your desire dies if you don't get that till a time. i can remember how egarly i wanted to be here but now after 4 years i don't feel any twinkle of joy inside me.i can remember i skiped morning walks there because i had no track suit there. i wanted a bicycle there so i could enjoy the days in the way i decided. always wished that if only there i could get a high euiped zym then.. now when i have a lot of things that i wanted that time, why i am not doing that as i used to plane about. these things are really very complicated to understand but very easy to make someone other understand. i have no idea what am i doing here when almost everyone has gone home in the vacation even now it is very easy for me to go home that i always wanted there.
Rs 25/- i had to pay as an entry fee for 'FUGIA' ,the rock fest here, and gave an unsuccessful try to enjoy the moment but it was useless. what a crap fashion show, boring stalls and crap singers. except the girl who did sing 'jane kya chahe mann bawra'. i never payed so much attention that how nice the song was. beside that when almost every one there were dancing n enjoying all i was doing to watching them from a corner.some tried to pull me there, even i tried to get involve but it was useless. i was also listening to the chats between the BE students, how crap matters an things they talk about but suddenly i felt that its exactly what i used to do there. unwillingly i have crossed the stage but still not able to accept this. whatever, i utilized my entry fee and decided that not anymore. i will not attained any fest here.
Bhagwaan ke ghar der hain andher nahi, its very true but your desire dies if you don't get that till a time. i can remember how egarly i wanted to be here but now after 4 years i don't feel any twinkle of joy inside me.i can remember i skiped morning walks there because i had no track suit there. i wanted a bicycle there so i could enjoy the days in the way i decided. always wished that if only there i could get a high euiped zym then.. now when i have a lot of things that i wanted that time, why i am not doing that as i used to plane about. these things are really very complicated to understand but very easy to make someone other understand. i have no idea what am i doing here when almost everyone has gone home in the vacation even now it is very easy for me to go home that i always wanted there.
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