I like this season.not winter i mean this exam season.ya i do like the winter as others but here i am taking about this little unavoidable one or two week season.A season when my new interests grows in field of gathering knowledge except regarding the exam syllabus. like before this time it will also over too quickly but the same question arise in my mind like every time .HOW? How will i cover all these ununderstandable strange boring syllabus.

During this period my desire for watching movies reaches on peak but all i do just stacked them onto my 'unwatched pended movies' list. With these i don't know how i find new interests like learning new software, language and other irrelevant skills that just go off as the season over.

But one thing what i like most about this season is that you are so busy that you hardly get time to think what you usually used to think that you actually don't want to think but your thinking doesn't allow you to think other thing except that thing...... enjoying the exam + winter season.Cooool combination ...

For the first time.. I was sure that I really like this. usually i never know what i like or dislike or what i want.i still not sure about my hobbies, interests, goals but for that I was. and now it happened.

someone stole that from me that i liked more then any i ever had. At that moment i felt this in my heart when it was being stolen but i was carelessly sleeping there not even tried to look after that. I deserve this.

Now i learn that either don't like anything or take care of the thing that you like.
Thanks to the thief at least he left his sleeper for me. my favorite shoes..

Thing that i can remember

when you laid on my shoulder
i hold my breath and my heart beat louder
things that was in your heart
in my heart i heard what you did whisper

when you hold me there
touched my heart and made me
feel like i felt never
please don't say anything dear
let my heart in his fancy
i know you are not with me
but he doesn't understand this
now and will never

when i ask him - 

why don't you wake up the dream is over
there was nothing and will never
he replies- 

you face the truth
why do you fear
can't you see this
she is always here.